Sunday, December 9, 2012


Life is balance, without it we got entropy, disorder. The secret of life (well, I think it is) is having a life in balance. But don't mistake balance as being always in control of things, because you might get crazy, plus life is much better and fun when things are a little out of control, when you find someone who makes you lose control and do things and experience stuff you never thought you would, I mean that's fantastic., but I am talking about balance of love, happiness, friends, family, work, study. We are in a constant fight to get there, to be happy, to organize our time, to be the best we can be and the fighting doesn't get easier over time.

I know that actually accomplish that it may be an utopia, but I like to think that we can get there, is not going be easy, it's a lot of hard work. But, Hey! Who say anything in life would be easy and if someone did (They lied), nothing you really want in life is EVER easy.

Sunday, November 11, 2012


There comes a point in life when you start doubting every choice you thought you never would. In life we take a lot of decisions but, there are some we feel absolutely sure or we think we are.  When things get harder that you though it would that’s when doubt kicks in, it makes you feel weak and insecure and that sucks, because we want to feel secure, we want to feel that somehow the decisions we made and the things we do it’s because we want them to happen, not because the universe has planned it. In this time of doubts, insecurities and confusion, let you faith get stronger, and if you doubt not because insecurity itself, but for fear of failure or because the road is just too hard, keep going because those doubts are there to test you, and if you pass them and you succeed, it means you were in the right path to begin with.

Friday, September 21, 2012

Finding Someone.

You know, people write thousands of books of how wonderful and great would be to find someone who would change your world for good, someone who will make everything worth it and find someone you have a real connection with, and I agree. I think that it’s wonderful and the most precious thing but, today I’m thinking of what happens when you do find that person, when all the bullshit in the world doesn’t matter because to be next to that person is just that great, but it turns out that you could never be with him/her for one reason or the other. I mean how fucked up is that because, I don’t get it. Finding someone is easy and when you do apparently this person is not for you so, the universe says “Screw you” What’s with that?

I just hope that after all the crap and things we have go trough; all the ups and downs are worth it.  And we could finally find someone who loves us the way we deserve. That’s all I can hope for.

Saturday, September 8, 2012

There are only two kinds of people in this world. Good people and bad people. That’s the only difference in human beings.

Today watching the movie My name is Khan and there aren't words, sentences or description that can express how impotent and sad I feel today. I quiet never understand how we can be so focus in the things that make us different, I don’t know. I just never gave so much thought about the fact that I’m catholic and they are other people who are Jewish, Muslim, Buddhist or Christian ( I'm just too busy loving what's so different about other people) and I didn't think about it not because it does not matter because it does, but because I find myself looking beyond that, beyond the fact we have 2% that make us different so I decide to focus in the 98% we have in common.

And why do we keep discriminating people for their beliefs? Why? Why would I criticize another religion? Why wouldn’t I hold my brother and sister hand because their beliefs is different from mine, how wouldn’t I help people for that? It amazed me, and makes me deeply sad how ignorant, how arrogant, how incredible stupid we humans can be, but most of all it creeps the hell out of me that we live in such a big world with a such little mind, with such little understanding of the other, how we base our opinion of an entire religion or culture based on what we see on tv or hear on the radio. 

But most of all I feel scared, yes scared, because I find myself in a world where prejudices is going to kill us all.

"God is always the same, even though he may have a thousand names; but you need to choose a name to call him by".

So remember " God has no religion" ~Mahatma Gandhi

Friday, September 7, 2012

Freeze The Good Moments.

And I’m just thinking how awesome would be if I could live the good moments, the life changing moments in slow motion. I mean how good would be to experience the best moments in your life, to really appreciate it slowly, feel the happiness around you, to be able to actually freeze it and stare at the movie of your life.

We live and I just think we never take some minutes to actually drink in it, in the happy changing moments, because it might be all gone tomorrow and the truth is that no one wants to freeze and live their bad moments in slow motion. So, I’m all in for the good moments with friends and family and slow them down. 

Sunday, September 2, 2012

We live a fast life.

We live a fast life. We go running from place to place doing things, making plans not actually enjoying or having the time to do so. We live fast, because we are so full with work and responsibilities and all the crap that life has to give and sadly you find yourself too busy to actually take the time to do things or to say what we feel, we don’t have time, we don’t make it. And I’ve asked myself what would it happen if tomorrow arrives and I am not ready, ready to go, to not live anymore, if tomorrow arrives and I am not yet the person I wanted to be, if I died and I don't say the things that for so long have been stuck my throat.

We live too fast and some day it’s going to catch us. The shock of knowing we’ve spent our whole life running around, and not paying attention to the small details.  The concert we wanted to go, but we didn’t because we had to work next day, the person we liked and never said anything because we thought it would ruined the friendship and we just burned inside with pain, without knowing what the other person might feel for us.

And as I’ve said before, we live too fast and some day we are going to wake up with the realization that life has passed by, and moments are never coming back. Just to find out that we are not the same person we were before and nothing is ever the same. 

Friday, August 10, 2012

When you think You've move on

Have you ever had the feeling you’ve move on?  Like, when you finally have stopped thinking about someone and can focus in yourself, when you have like a month going on with your life and you think you’ve moved on.

I mean you do, you think you are all okay, happy, cheerful, and glue back all together, and for a long time, you have the feeling you are going to be just fine without knowing about the other person, without seeing them or talking to them, you just really think you might achieve a little of normal and control… And, one day when you are having such a good time and the last thing on your mind is that person, it appears from nowhere and suddenly every feeling, every thought, and just every step you thought you have made in the past, vanished in a blink of an eye.

Wednesday, June 20, 2012

All In.

All in, that's what people are looking for, a person who is all in, in a relationship. Commitment  can be a little bitchy to find, but you can find it, the question is, can you actually find a person who is 100% into you, not only in likes, someone who is willing to give more than what it's expected.

People  go on dates, have sex and party and say the don't want a relationship, and it's true. But in my personal opinion goes beyond that, is not that they don't want a partner, is just sometimes finding someone who disposed to give as much as received or even more, is really hard to find. People put all their feelings out there and work and work trying to give all they have to a person who is not set to give a little more that what they are already giving , and who blames them? Giving your most vulnerable part of you to someone else, that's a scary shit if you ask me.

Being All In is easy to ask, but to give? Be the one who lets the wall down ? Not so much. Fear can do that. Going out there face it? Much worse. But what are the chances that risky it all you find the person who is willing to give what you want the most, the 100% you've asked your whole life. Taking chances is the only way we can find out who's out there.

I know, I know, it's not easy, but no one say that finding the right person was. 

Saturday, April 21, 2012

When you love the pain is double.

It hurts at so many levels to see the one you love hurting. There are no words that can describe the feeling of seeing a part of me burning in pain, is like I’m hurting too. Is like a limb has been removed and the bleed won't stop, knowing that, that person needs help but won’t ask for it, the pain of knowing better and yet not being able to do something about it. That's true pain, and true love. Accepting the good and the bad, the beauty and the ugly, the success and the failures. That's why, when you love, the pain is the double. You feel for yourself, but at the same time you feel for your love one too. 

Pain, doesn’t matter how small it is, it can take your breath away.

”Some things we bear it because we have to, others because we feel is our duty to do so, but others because we love too much and be suck it up without any complaining or excuses”.  

Friday, March 16, 2012

Don't take anything for granted.

Why we always take things for granted? Why do we always think that we have forever? What is it about us, human beings that make us feel like we have eternity to appreciate things, when we clearly don’t.

We wake up every day and we take everything for granted. Our families, who are the most important people in life, people who loves us unconditionally, our friends, the people we laugh with, they make our day much brighter and funny. The sun that makes everything looks shiny and hopeful. The birds, which sings for us to hear, the things we do for pleasure and we just do it for passion or simple love… And just everything that is around us. It amazed how clueless we are sometimes, it’s not surprising we miss so much every day, the things we don’t notice because we are so busy searching for the things we already have, people and moments that we own, we don’t need to go much further to find what we are looking for.

So next day you wake up, remember you have so many people in your life, so many moments you’ve lived, don’t take it for granted, appreciated and just remember that you don’t know what you have until you lose it. 

Friday, March 9, 2012


Today I am wondering why is so hard for us to believe that miracles do exist.  Sometimes we believe in miracles, we know they can happen but somehow we are never expecting them to, is like our mind is close. Why? Why it is so hard to actually accept that things that cannot be explained can actually happen in our daily life? 

There are the people who say they don't believe in miracles, this people are always expecting something with more logic to happen, which leave them with a world full of questions and no answers and waiting for something to happen but denying to their self that what they actually want, is a miracle.

Then, there are the people who believe in big miracles, like God can heal AIDS or cancer but when it comes to small details about life they forget him. Is like we only think that he can make big miracles, but you should know, we should know that when it comes to helping us, God is always there. It doesn't matter if you are asking him the cure of a disease, a simple happy day with your family or just to make a friend smile, a miracle is a miracle. Big or small it doesn't matter.

Though it doesn't always happen and we often think God is not in our side, sometimes he has his reason, I believe. 

Tuesday, February 14, 2012

Valentine Love.

Do we ask too much? We all want a fairytale; we all want that special love and feel that love back. And today as Valentine’s Day I am asking myself if (the people who have no couple) are asking too much? Are we? Because sometimes we might be waiting for someone who won’t be there for us as we want it, and sometimes we just find ourselves all alone. And it is okay to want the fairytale, it is. Is just that reality is a little harder to give you that, and that story brings lot of things not only happiness, but it is possible to find a fairytale in the middle of our lives, just remember that to have it we will have to face a lot of obstacles and most all we have to remember that fairytales don’t have a happy ending. To me have a fairytale is to find someone who is worth knowing and loving, someone who love you as much you that person, fairytale means happiness above pain.

We wait, and wait and see that nothing happens and we just freak out, thinking we would be forever alone, but we won’t. I believe that we all have someone, someone who completes us just in the right way.  We just need to have faith that God have someone out there for us. The world needs its balance ;)

(Valentine’s day is not only about lovers love, is about love in general. Is about to share the love we suppose to share the 365 days of the year, to just share it a little more extra. Because every day is special and precious to be with someone we love).

Monday, February 6, 2012

By George Carlin.

"We're so self-important. So arrogant. Everybody's going to save something now. Save the trees, save the bees, save the whales, save the snails. And the supreme arrogance? Save the planet! Are these people kidding? Save the planet? We don't even know how to take care of ourselves; we haven't learned how to care for one another. We're gonna save the fuckin' planet? . . . And, by the way, there's nothing wrong with the planet in the first place. The planet is fine. The people are fucked! Compared with the people, the planet is doin' great. It's been here over four billion years . . . The planet isn't goin' anywhere, folks. We are! We're goin' away. Pack your shit, we're goin' away. And we won't leave much of a trace. Thank God for that. Nothing left. Maybe a little Styrofoam. The planet will be here, and we'll be gone. Another failed mutation; another closed-end biological mistake."

Monday, January 16, 2012

Dream Bigger!!

Fantasy Vs Reality.

Reality, most of the time sucks, that's why we love fantasy so much, because we just love the fact that there is another world when we can lose ourselves and just see and feel fantastic things that are not possible in the real world  or it can be but is not often seem.  Fantasy is good, we can't live without it, we love it and hate it, we just let it flow in our minds and set us a scenario and we just experience what a world full of possibilities, no limits would be like. And we love it, we are so into it what it can offers us, so we lose reality, and when we do that, we forget that even if the real world is not as we want it to be it's not worth it, but it is, it is worth it. It's important to realize that  as much we love fantasied about things, we should start make things happen, make them real so, that's when things get interesting, when fantasy stops and reality kicks in, giving you the possibly that you thought you never had. 

Tuesday, January 10, 2012

Chemistry, Attraction.

Today I was just thinking that sometimes I don't really get what Chemistry really means. I think attraction works in really mysterious ways, I mean you think love is fussy and hard to understand, well this is messier. We feel pull into someone sometimes, like a force we don't get or understand, but we know what it means, chemistry, That's all we want. Because that's the beginning of things... Because after suffering and losing love over and over again, we want magic in our lives, not only love... love is never enough, In my opinion there are things that need to be work out, to work... Chemistry, not so much, is like you have it or you don't. You find someone who understand you, who can get you and that is really important.

 As I said it before; Connection is what we crave the most and it is in my opinion the most hard to find, real attraction and then when you find that, love can happen, real love , not the kind of 'love' that one day you are in and one day you are out, is not fashion, is not a ride, it's a journey a destiny. When you feel real chemistry with someone that's great, forget it, that's AWESOME, because we live in a world where it seem so hard to find someone who understands.  

Tuesday, January 3, 2012


I have faith. Against all logic, against all the bad things that can and have happened in life I still have the hope that things will improve, things will change because what If we wouldn't have the faith that things will go right someday, what's left for all of us if we don't have the faith and hope that the things we have endure and suffer won't worth something in life... It does worth, it makes us stronger so, that when actual happiness knocks our door we can open it and feel ready to take the next storm that comes along and knowing that we've survive what seems so impossible to overcome, that it's a gift of life, so after that, we won't feel afraid to feel, to live and to love. Because we know there's so little chances in life to be real happy and put all the suffer behind and actually bring something good of a bad experiences. That's why it is so important to keep the faith, because after all that's all we have left.