Monday, August 22, 2011

Vulnerable.

We, as human beings we are so fragile, so vulnerable. That’s the reason we pretend so hard to be strong, strong for ourselves, for our family, for our friends, because the truth is that we hate when that vulnerable part of us is naked, that only means that someone can mess up with you and you can get hurt. So we fight like hell to cover that part and pretend we have no vulnerably in us. No one likes to be fragile, no one like to let others see us for what we really are, and the best way to cover this, is pretend we have no heart at all, it makes all so much easier, or we think so.  Truth is that if we actually want to feel alive, we have to be vulnerable because it is impossible to be completely loved without given a little of yourself and that part of vulnerability. 


 “To love at all is to be vulnerable”

Sunday, August 21, 2011

Positive.

Do you ever get the feeling like you kind of not deserve good things happen to you? Like is a weird thing. And when it does, when you actually have an opportunity to actually feel free, it’s like you don’t want to be? Because some part of you is so used to being alone and being not happy that you just want to stand there and not come out at all, it sucks that we actually come to feel that way, is disturbing for us. But when we actually decide to be free, to be happy, to be and do what we want and not what others want of us is an amazing feeling how happy little moments can make you. When you decide to turn off your negative side and just be positive….. Of course this side is not always in the mood, which really, really sucks, which means we have to make an enormous effort to be positive and don’t let that little things put us down.

Is not as easy as to say it at all, but I’ve come to the conclusion that when you really want something you will make things work. It’s actually kind of incredible what you can do if you put your mind in it :)

Friday, August 19, 2011

It's Scary.


It’s scary you know, Life. It’s scary to know how many times at day we feel so bad with ourselves, how many times we don’t say what we think because we are afraid what other might think of us, it’s scary to know that we live in a world when people judge you for how you look and not for how you act. It’s scary to think and feel you are not good enough sometimes, it’s scary to love someone so much you feel that you only breathe when that person is there and knowing that , that person doesn’t feel the same way about us. I mean everything in life is just so scary because we are living and we don’t know how and we want to be accept it and be normal and just you know feel happy and there are just many things in our way to happiness.

It’s scary to feel you can trust no one but yourself. And most of all is scary to know who mess up the world is. But I want to believe that in some way we can find our way to overcome those fears and be able to survive, be able to actually be happy and grateful because we are so lucky in so many ways, we have a home, food, friends…. And even we don’t feel grateful or happy; sometimes we have to be, not because we want it to, but because we have to, because we realize how special we are of even being alive. 

Friday, August 5, 2011

Friends.

What would you do without them?  I don’t have many friends, because the fact is that we call friends to everyone and not everyone deserves the title. A friend is a person you know it won’t judge you no matter what, who will support you and understand you when even you don’t understand yourself. There are lot of definitions of friends but in my opinion we don’t need so much adjectives, friend is simple is acceptation, we look for friends because we don’t want to be alone, because even when we have boyfriends/ girlfriends and family we still need someone there who love us for different ways. There are not family but is like they are, they are not bf/gf but still love us and care about us. So friends are pretty big deal you know, I mean is good stuff. I’m glad to have someone who I can share my secrets.

But sometimes we have a friend even when we don’t know it, someone who is there and catch our back. Sometimes a friend is in our house, in the silent waiting to help us in a moment of need. Just sometimes a friend is there without calling our attention just looking us to be happy. 

Wednesday, August 3, 2011

Ramandan.

So this post is about Ramadan. I was searching a new topic to talk about and a friend recommends it to me. So I decide to write about it.

Ramadan is the ninth month of the Islamic calendar, which lasts 29 or 30 days. It is the Islamic month of fasting, in which participating Muslims refrain from eating, drinking and intimacy with their partners during daylight hours and is intended to teach Muslims about patience, spirituality, humility and submissiveness to God. Muslims fast for the sake of God (Arabic: الله, Trans: Allah) and to offer more prayer than usual. Compared to the solar calendar, the dates of Ramadan vary, moving backwards by about eleven days each year depending on the moon; thus, a person will have fasted every day of the calendar year in 34 years' time. Muslims believe Ramadan to be an auspicious month for the revelations of God to humankind, being the month in which the first verses of the Qur'an were revealed to the Islamic prophet, Muhammad.

This year Ramadan began on August first.

Many people don’t might understand Ramadan, but this special holiday for Muslim that is about, sacrifice and dedicate this month to praying and specialty about spirituality. That is the main reason, at least in my opinion.  I think this is a holiday to try to connect more with God, not only about doing the sacrifice just because, I think is deeper than that. Also this holiday is about charity, Charity is very important in Islam, and even more so during Ramadan.

I sincerely respect and admired the people who are willing to do this every year, not only for sacrifice but for spirituality.  

Not Enough.

I hope you guys like my post, even though I don't feel like this  one, is one of my best, at all. But still hope you enjoy reading it. Write some comments would love to read your opinions. 

Sometimes feeling is not enough. Having someone to love is not enough. Sometimes the fact that you also need to be loved to feel a live comes more clearly than ever. The fact that when you give too much and you don’t feel appreciate it can break you down. Human beings need lot o things to feel a live: air, water but, sometimes we just need little things just to feel cared, is not hard. But someday we stop, we stop caring, we stop trusting people because sometimes the truth is that people are just full of bullshit and we hate that, we hate the fakeness. So my point is that, feeling is just not enough, feeling cared, loved; is just not enough at all. We need trust, respect, we need a lot of things. We need to see that people actually care because is much easier to say we cared, to say we love when we don’t, and that shows in our way to act with others.

After all I mean that we need show how we really feel, to show that we appreciate and value the people we love, because sometimes we supposed they know, but sometimes they don’t. That’s why is necessary to show how much we care.