Saturday, April 30, 2011

Connection.

What we crave most in this world is connection.

You know we all say we are looking for love, first sight love, strong love, crazy love, but love. But I disagree with this, I think that what are we looking is deeper than just love. Love is never enough, we should know better. Sometimes you can love someone and still do not have a connection with them, I mean that person can’t response to your love, or in the case they do, that  doesn’t mean there is a connection. So, what I am trying to say, to whomever is reading this, is that, what we are looking is connection, find someone we feel synchronize to. When we find connection is amazing, because is like you have it or you don’t, you learn to love someone, you might like them someday if you don’t like them today. But connection it’s all new difference thing. For me is even hard to describe what connection really is, because when you have that, you do not need too much.


I think you can find love, sooner or later. Love is not that hard to find. But find someone who understands you, someone who you can share your thoughts, secrets……. what I want to say is that find someone who GEST YOU. That is the word I was looking for. But if you are one of the lucky ones, well that’s wonderful, because connection is what matter the most.

Wednesday, April 27, 2011

I was Born this way.

Today I saw the new episode of Glee and make me think how many people are not comfortable with themselves so I felt inspired to write this post. 



Look in the mirror look at you. See that person who is inside that body and behind that face. There are this days when we feel down and insecure and we do all this things we don’t want to do just to make us feel pretty or better to someone else eyes, which it is so sad, we should accept our selves just how we are, but is not as easy as say it, I know the truth, I struggle with the same as many people around the world. The saddest part is that we are not as afraid what people might look in us as what we might look in our selves. We were born this way, sometimes we don’t choose who we want to be, is just a natural response from the body. We feel so insecure about everything sometimes, that even the smallest thing we do, we think people might judge us and talk bad about us, but is just when we are not happy with who we are, people notice and see we are not comfortable.

At the end of the day we have our selves to blame, I know they are people who make us feel that way but today let’s make the choice to not let this people define us. So today we accept the things that make us special; with proud, feeling secure and most of all happy. The work is hard but there is nothing better that feeling damn good about yourself. 

Saturday, April 23, 2011

At the end of the day; You can tell me.

I wrote this post because I hear a beautiful song and it made me feel inspired. So I hope that anyone who read it find something that is worth it to read.


Know that every single day when you are feeling alone, when you feel you are falling apart, when nothing makes sense anymore I will be there for you. You can tell me your problems, at the end of the day you can tell me how are you feeling because I’ll be there to help and support you. I know you have been through a lot and you think no one understand, I’ve been there and no one think is fair. But know that when you need me I’ll be there at the end of the day you can tell me.


We all struggle with something new every day and I want to be with you to make it better. Know that you can trust me. You can tell me and I won’t judge you because I love you, even if I want it to I couldn’t. So please just please remember that I’ll be there when you need to share your happiness and sadness, just because at the end of the day You can tell me :) 

Wednesday, April 20, 2011

Libro: Something Borrowed

Una chica perfecta e impecable… hasta que intima con el novio de su mejor amiga. 
Durante su paso por el instituto y la universidad, Rachel solamente cosecha sobresalientes y, al final de la carrera consigue licenciarse con cum laude. Abogada de un importante despacho en Manhattan, el día de su treinta cumpleaños, su mejor amiga Darcy le organiza una fiesta. Por primera vez en su vida, Rachel se deja llevar por sus impulsos; el problema es que el chico con el que acaba en la cama es el prometido de Darcy. Solo es un desliz, se dice Rachel, pero pasan los días y no puede quitarse de la cabeza a ese muchacho que está a punto de casarse.

Thursday, April 14, 2011

Move on.

Things don’t go the way you want. Life moves on, people move on, our love moves on and it’s like we still on the street waiting for a car to pick us, a car that won’t show up. We stood still, we don’t move and we see how life pass and people built houses and have children and everything is making sense for everyone except for us. The whole world is just moving on and I am still here waiting for my change to arrive, waiting for the light and I am just waiting to move on, to keep going. I will use the strength I don’t have, the smile that has been erased of my face to keep going and pretend that everything is ok.

This moment when you feel you been forgotten, and you feel total alone, that’s when you realize how much things change and how people at the end of the day would choose their own path, and we have to search for our own, even it seems so hard to do. Because the truth is that we get hurt and if we let this things make us paralyze, we won’t move on, and trust me you wouldn’t want that for you, because when you don’t move on, and stay in the same stage in life you realize how much you’ve lost and that just can’t take any hope to find the path of happiness, for that move on and make silly decisions and live life because at the end is all that you didn’t do that hunts you.  

Saturday, April 9, 2011

Satisfied.

What if I am not satisfied with the life I have? With the people I’ve met?  With the choice I’ve made. What happen if today I realize how wrong I am and how bad things I’ve done? What if I need a new beginning? I need a fresh start.

Would you support me? That’s the question I have on my mind. Would you understand that sometimes the thing we accomplish are not enough, that we are looking for something marvelous, something awesome, something that make it matter. Being satisfied in life is the 2nd hardest things ever, the first one is loneliness. I might be crazy for trying to feel complete satisfied, but hell if I won’t try. Understand that I am on a state on my life that I need to search myself and see what I am missing that I am not satisfied with what I have.Only fools are satisfied with life, but I am not searching that kind satisfaction, I am looking self satisfaction :)

Be there when I come back, because you will be on my mind when I gone.

Sunday, April 3, 2011

I want to change.

Why it is so hard to change? Habits, people, things.  Why it's so hard to start fresh?

I want to change so many things about me. So many things that are not okay I do, but every day I say I will change and start all over again, but I am not strong enough to do what I say. But today I will change that. I’ve decide I want to be somebody else, someone that I would be proud to be, I’ve decide that change is not only say it, is actually do it. We are so use to do the same things we always do, take the same road that we always pass by. But what is the point of being someone we are not proud of, what is the point of no change and say we want to be a better person?

Change is hard, personal change even worse. But try, because if you don’t you always be someone who didn’t try changes that are suppose to pass and make us better person. Change is the best thing we can do, of course we have to be wise enough to see the difference between good change and the bad one, because once change is on our door, is not way back to be who be use to be.