Sunday, December 18, 2011

What if?

What if? is the question lots of us are living of, what if this happen? It's wondering what keeps us expecting, even though we know things might never change. What if we were different? What then?

The possibilities, the fact that we are always thinking of them, of what it might happen tomorrow,  that's what makes us keep moving forward, that's what makes us have a little hope in our hearts that things will improve, that the things we want or the person we want, might want us back. We live hoping for the best but expecting the worse, because even though  inside we are people with hope we don't show it, we hide it, and we become masters of disguise but that doesn't mean that we stop thinking about the world of the WHAT IF?

Tuesday, November 22, 2011

We are tough people.

We are tough people. We don’t open our hearts to everyone, we fight fiercely to protect our vulnerability, we deny that we love certain people and pretend we don’t’ care, because we have the clean record of not being too open about things. But that change, arrive to our life a person we secretly like and all the toughness, and the close person we used to be, disappears.  

Then we enter into the word of the people who are in love, the people who not long ago we thought they were pathetic and illusionist,  and we become one, not 100%, but, some sparkles appears and we realize how empty we felt before. So what are we suppose to do with this feeling when we find out that the person we are in love is not that in to us? Do we suppose to lost hope or do we suppose to believe one day that person might like us back?  Because we think that we should give our love only to one person but if that person is not available for us, should we stop trying to find love elsewhere? Or we should just keep looking some love that can be return and conform to the one we get.

Sunday, November 6, 2011

Part of us.

Some people are under our skin, like they are part of us. People mean so much to us and we are clueless how they become such a big part of our life, when they have  become so important to our hearts? 


Sometimes we have this little moments when we are with that person, the moments  we feel that everything is going to be alright, the moment you feel peace, when you believe everything is going to be much better tomorrow, because this is the kind of things that people who are extremely special to us can do, they transform us, they change us, they make us say things and act like never before. 


You don't imagine yourself living without your special one, even when they don't know how much special they are, you just don't. Because if only thinking of losing the one you love can make you feel empty. What actual loss could feel? .... it could break us, simple as that.  

Thursday, October 27, 2011

Values.

We all know what values are, as human beings we are all different but as different we can be, there are things that do not change and values is definitely one of them.

Are values lost? We are always told what’s good and what is bad and as we grow older we can judge and understand things much better, or we think we can but I personally think it just gets messier sometimes. We all know that values don’t change, there are always the same, but as the time pass how people see values do change. We live in a world of constant changing and we have to adjust because if we don’t we get behind, but the question is does adjusting means to lose our believes that we consider important in life?

Sometimes we lose our ability to distinguish what is wrong from what is right because we see so many people doing things that are not okay and looks so normal that we lose perspective about what’s really important. We feel pressure from ‘society’ that seems to play a bigger role everyday in our life and in the way we see things.

Values are the base of society, so if we lost the only thing that really matters, what can we expect for the future?  

We most fight, we must accept ourselves and just don’t lose our standard of morality and the values that we feel that are really important for us, because values are the part that really define us as people of integrity.

“Always do what you think is right for you, not for other”

Sunday, October 16, 2011

Lost.

There are times we felt our life is pretty good, we have the things we need, we have friends, family and lots of stuff. Then, there are the days when we don't feel so lucky, because sometimes the bad things look worse than what they really are. Sometimes we feel lost, simply as that, we don't know why and all we do is question ourselves why we are like that if we have so many good things, but we just simply get lost in the journey of life,  so messy, so full of roads ...and time to time even we are in the right road we still feel we don't quiet belong where we are... Sometimes where we are supposed to be doesn't feel right. 


Then, we learn that is part of life feeling lost sometimes. But  even we know this, we just can't shake the feeling that something is missing in us, that when you are even laughing your hardest, some part of you feels that it's kind of lost, and finding ourselves and that darkness is really hard, but something it's pretty damn sure, when we found ourselves, is easier find us again. Because, eventually, doesn't matter how lost we are, if we have the courage to find our real us, we find the path where we really belong.


"It's a lot easier to be lost that found. It's the reason we're always searching and rarely discovered-so many lock not enough keys"



Some people are in our life without us even asking them to be there, they show up when they have to and leaves us alone when we want to.

Thursday, October 6, 2011

Expectations.

Sometimes we feel that people expect so much from us that is hard to keep the perfect reputation.

We want to be perfect, we desire to be as the people we love see us so damn bad but, reality is much different, isn't it? Do you notice how some people see us as we were untouchable ? As we have a perfect life? But, they don't know what's behind of all the great things we've achieve, there is: pain, sacrifice and hard work.

Expectation sometimes make us want ti be better in every aspect of our life and be as good as people think we are. But, the problem is that things change and expectation starts changing you into a person that pretends being someone else just to be as everyone want you to be, that's when all gets mess up.

So, first: live your life, always be who you want to be, be better, say what you feel and act how you like, stay true to yourselves.

“Our desires always disappoint us; for though we meet with something that gives us satisfaction, yet it never thoroughly answers our expectation”. 

Wednesday, October 5, 2011

New People.

New people come into our life ; it’s a thing about living: you are always meeting new people who might actually become your friends. But the thing is, sometimes we don’t feel like meeting new people, we just don’t. Sometimes we are so happy with the friends that are in our life or just missing the ones who are not there anymore, and we just want them back. So, it’s kind of hard to be in the process again, yep, the process of making friends: To know the person, see if you have anything in common, see if it is a person you can trust. Is just really exhausting doing all this things, so is just much better being in our conform zone and just don’t feel the excitement to meet new people.

But actually thinking a little about, how bad can it be? You know, actually letting some people in? I mean, we are so used to the friends that we have  around us and just the people we've met, so how bad can be?, be open to just to actually share with a new person. And maybe who knows? We might be surprised when we give the chance to be friends.

Thursday, September 29, 2011

Unmotivated.

We always expect to be excited for certain things. Things that in some point in our life looked incredible, but when we are when we were always motivated to be, we find ourselves indifferent to the situation, which can make us feel so disappointed. And what can we do about it? What can we do to feel motivated, happy, excited about something, when things change so much and you just realize that the future you pictured in your mind isn’t like the one you are living right now?  …It’s kind of a turn off, to know that is not how you wanted it to be. But I’ve decide today to make it better. Yes, they are things I cannot change, friends I miss, people that had left, but I am still here, surrounded of wonderful people, who I care about a lot, so, what’s the matter of being sad? No, no... Today I would do better, much better, because I deserve to be happy, we all do.

Today give your 100% because tomorrow you realize that some people are still there with us in ways we don’t see, and that is reason enough to feel a little more motivated to continue. 

Saturday, September 24, 2011

Silence.

Silence means a lot, and says nothing. How much does silence really means? How important is? Do you ever think about that? ... I do. Sometimes we feel we need silence in our life, and actually we do need it. We live in a world full of noise, it’s exhausting been listening or speaking all the time, sometimes we want a quiet time to think about everything: our actions, why we are the way we are?, why we said the things we say? … Silence is so important, and it’s necessary to be able to hear our hearts, because in those moment of quiet, is where we can really face ourselves.

Silence makes us curious to know what others might be thinking; it makes people interesting, because they keep too much from others, from the world.

We actually hide so much by talking, we think the more people talk the more we know, but sometimes that is just not the case. Some people just talk to hide themselves and that make us more curious to know what really is behind all that talking.  

Being able to know which moments are okay to  keep quiet those are moments that matter, that moments we are able to show how much we know about silence and speaking. 

Sunday, September 18, 2011

Loving.

A person can mean so much to us, so so much. It’s amazing how much you can love someone when they don’t even know. It is amazing how much you can care for person happiness more than your own. How you forget to think about yourself because you are too occupied thinking about the other person.

Sometimes we have to pretend been satisfy when we are not, because we are not with the person we want to be, and it hurts like hell, but spending time, just this way: talking, laughing. Means so much, being this way, is enough  to keep me happy, not enough to feel fully satisfy but enough to survive each day.


"You can love someone so much...But you can never love people as much as you can miss them". 

Saturday, September 10, 2011

Smile, Laugh.




I love to smile. There are lots of things I love, but to smile, laugh there is nothing better than that. When you feel you can't breathe and tears come straight to your eyes because is just so funny. I mean these moments are treasures, pleasures of life. When you laugh there is this moment when everything stay still and you feel happiness    in your cheeks, in your chess, in your whole body. And then when you stop you just feel so good and relax, it's like a magic cure... you know, it almost, almost cures everything.

When people make us laugh we immediately like them, because that’s priceless cause not everyone can bring that from us, not everyone can make us laugh with a word or joke.

When you have friends, family, girlfriend/ boyfriend who make you smile treasure that, because you know what makes laughing or smiling even better? ... That the person who is making you smile is someone you love. 

Saturday, September 3, 2011

Curious.




As human beings we are natural curious. We love things that are mysterious and unpredictable because we don’t have quite often that, in our life. So we crave with passion that emotion, we want to be mysterious; we want to be unpredictable because we know that we’ve become bored, and everyone see us that way. We love mysterious because that give us excitement and rush in our life, we want to feel alive, feel drag to something and there is nothing compare to curiosity. Sometimes we just get tired of knowing and we want the unknown to come in to our life and make us discover new things, wonderful things that we not see every day. That’s why we want to believe in fantasy, because we want so desperately to know the dark side of everything and see that there is not only light, we want to believe that, there is much more that what we see. We after all want to believe in magic.

But who knows, maybe there is more. There is a reason why we crave so much. We want answers.

Monday, August 22, 2011

Vulnerable.

We, as human beings we are so fragile, so vulnerable. That’s the reason we pretend so hard to be strong, strong for ourselves, for our family, for our friends, because the truth is that we hate when that vulnerable part of us is naked, that only means that someone can mess up with you and you can get hurt. So we fight like hell to cover that part and pretend we have no vulnerably in us. No one likes to be fragile, no one like to let others see us for what we really are, and the best way to cover this, is pretend we have no heart at all, it makes all so much easier, or we think so.  Truth is that if we actually want to feel alive, we have to be vulnerable because it is impossible to be completely loved without given a little of yourself and that part of vulnerability. 


 “To love at all is to be vulnerable”

Sunday, August 21, 2011

Positive.

Do you ever get the feeling like you kind of not deserve good things happen to you? Like is a weird thing. And when it does, when you actually have an opportunity to actually feel free, it’s like you don’t want to be? Because some part of you is so used to being alone and being not happy that you just want to stand there and not come out at all, it sucks that we actually come to feel that way, is disturbing for us. But when we actually decide to be free, to be happy, to be and do what we want and not what others want of us is an amazing feeling how happy little moments can make you. When you decide to turn off your negative side and just be positive….. Of course this side is not always in the mood, which really, really sucks, which means we have to make an enormous effort to be positive and don’t let that little things put us down.

Is not as easy as to say it at all, but I’ve come to the conclusion that when you really want something you will make things work. It’s actually kind of incredible what you can do if you put your mind in it :)

Friday, August 19, 2011

It's Scary.


It’s scary you know, Life. It’s scary to know how many times at day we feel so bad with ourselves, how many times we don’t say what we think because we are afraid what other might think of us, it’s scary to know that we live in a world when people judge you for how you look and not for how you act. It’s scary to think and feel you are not good enough sometimes, it’s scary to love someone so much you feel that you only breathe when that person is there and knowing that , that person doesn’t feel the same way about us. I mean everything in life is just so scary because we are living and we don’t know how and we want to be accept it and be normal and just you know feel happy and there are just many things in our way to happiness.

It’s scary to feel you can trust no one but yourself. And most of all is scary to know who mess up the world is. But I want to believe that in some way we can find our way to overcome those fears and be able to survive, be able to actually be happy and grateful because we are so lucky in so many ways, we have a home, food, friends…. And even we don’t feel grateful or happy; sometimes we have to be, not because we want it to, but because we have to, because we realize how special we are of even being alive. 

Friday, August 5, 2011

Friends.

What would you do without them?  I don’t have many friends, because the fact is that we call friends to everyone and not everyone deserves the title. A friend is a person you know it won’t judge you no matter what, who will support you and understand you when even you don’t understand yourself. There are lot of definitions of friends but in my opinion we don’t need so much adjectives, friend is simple is acceptation, we look for friends because we don’t want to be alone, because even when we have boyfriends/ girlfriends and family we still need someone there who love us for different ways. There are not family but is like they are, they are not bf/gf but still love us and care about us. So friends are pretty big deal you know, I mean is good stuff. I’m glad to have someone who I can share my secrets.

But sometimes we have a friend even when we don’t know it, someone who is there and catch our back. Sometimes a friend is in our house, in the silent waiting to help us in a moment of need. Just sometimes a friend is there without calling our attention just looking us to be happy. 

Wednesday, August 3, 2011

Ramandan.

So this post is about Ramadan. I was searching a new topic to talk about and a friend recommends it to me. So I decide to write about it.

Ramadan is the ninth month of the Islamic calendar, which lasts 29 or 30 days. It is the Islamic month of fasting, in which participating Muslims refrain from eating, drinking and intimacy with their partners during daylight hours and is intended to teach Muslims about patience, spirituality, humility and submissiveness to God. Muslims fast for the sake of God (Arabic: الله, Trans: Allah) and to offer more prayer than usual. Compared to the solar calendar, the dates of Ramadan vary, moving backwards by about eleven days each year depending on the moon; thus, a person will have fasted every day of the calendar year in 34 years' time. Muslims believe Ramadan to be an auspicious month for the revelations of God to humankind, being the month in which the first verses of the Qur'an were revealed to the Islamic prophet, Muhammad.

This year Ramadan began on August first.

Many people don’t might understand Ramadan, but this special holiday for Muslim that is about, sacrifice and dedicate this month to praying and specialty about spirituality. That is the main reason, at least in my opinion.  I think this is a holiday to try to connect more with God, not only about doing the sacrifice just because, I think is deeper than that. Also this holiday is about charity, Charity is very important in Islam, and even more so during Ramadan.

I sincerely respect and admired the people who are willing to do this every year, not only for sacrifice but for spirituality.  

Not Enough.

I hope you guys like my post, even though I don't feel like this  one, is one of my best, at all. But still hope you enjoy reading it. Write some comments would love to read your opinions. 

Sometimes feeling is not enough. Having someone to love is not enough. Sometimes the fact that you also need to be loved to feel a live comes more clearly than ever. The fact that when you give too much and you don’t feel appreciate it can break you down. Human beings need lot o things to feel a live: air, water but, sometimes we just need little things just to feel cared, is not hard. But someday we stop, we stop caring, we stop trusting people because sometimes the truth is that people are just full of bullshit and we hate that, we hate the fakeness. So my point is that, feeling is just not enough, feeling cared, loved; is just not enough at all. We need trust, respect, we need a lot of things. We need to see that people actually care because is much easier to say we cared, to say we love when we don’t, and that shows in our way to act with others.

After all I mean that we need show how we really feel, to show that we appreciate and value the people we love, because sometimes we supposed they know, but sometimes they don’t. That’s why is necessary to show how much we care.

Tuesday, July 26, 2011

By Jim Morrison.

I saw this post on a page and I like it. It was written by James Douglas Morrison was an American singer, poet, songwriter, writer, and film director. 


People are afraid of themselves, of their own reality; their feelings most of all. People talk about how great love is, but that’s bullshit. Love hurts. Feelings are disturbing. People are taught that pain is evil and dangerous. How can they deal with love if they’re afraid to feel? Pain is meant to wake us up. People try to hide their pain. But they’re wrong. Pain is something to carry, like a radio. You feel your strength in the experience of pain. It’s all in how you carry it. That’s what matters. Pain is a feeling. Your feelings are a part of you. Your own reality. If you feel ashamed of them, and hide them, you’re letting society destroy your reality. You should stand up for your right to feel your pain.

Wednesday, July 20, 2011

Mis-understood.

Maybe, we are misunderstood most of the time. That’s a thing we all are afraid, that people just can understand us, sometimes it seem silly to feel this way, because, we think how hard can be, be understood. Let me tell you that is very hard sometimes, is hard to explain our feelings, our actions and most difficult to understand them. Because we want a person who understands us, but what happen when we can’t even understand ourselves? What’s left? Because, we all are scared that we might be judge for the things we say, most of all we are scare to not be able to have someone who can listen and appreciate us for who we are. We, as human beings we are scare of many things, but not being able to have someone who can understands you , that must hurt, a lot. So maybe we should try to understand more the people we love: our friends, family, because after all, we also want to be accepted from our loved ones, no matter our race, sexual orientation or decisions. We want to feel that people support us no matter what.

But we cannot pretend to want the others accept us for what we are, and we don’t accept them. So understand, think, give your 100% and just try not to be that judgy person, because if you want to be understood you must understand others first. 



Saturday, July 9, 2011

Too Good?

Have you ever ask yourself if you are just too good for someone? Because that crap about is me not you is like the new version of the dog ate my homework, everybody knows the real meaning but people still use it, like we don’t know what is behind that quote. I mean people get hurt all the time thinking they are not good enough for some people, because other are smarter, prettier, funnier, out our league we say. But seriously, have you go out lately? You go on the street and look at this amazing hot guy/ girl and when you look at his/her couple and you are like O_o how that hot guy ends with that ugly girl and vice versa. Maybe they see something we don’t. So screw chances, maybe after all we are too good for some people. I am not saying you can have anyone you want because, you can’t. But even the most irritate girl/boy you can’t stand, for some reason find someone who can. So chances are that you are going to find someone too. Trust me, the world is not that mess up. It needs a balance.

Because at the end, we are the ones who can choose if we want to be alone or not, sometimes is not in our hands but most of the time it is. 

Thursday, June 23, 2011

Damage.

Damage. When I see this word I just feel you know bad because we all know what damage means, it mean it's broken, it means that is useless.

Do you ever get the you feeling you are like a broken object, useless. Because today I have asked myself what the hell is with people. What's wrong with the world? We wake up everyday broken inside  moving forward and having no idea how to deal with the feelings we have. Is it me the only one who feels that everyone is like a jerk lately, we don't care about anyone but ourselves, and that's good because in this world if you want to survive without any damage left, you cannot care, it's a crime to care, only that in this crime you are the  victim and the killer. Some damage you can't explain because it hurts too much, some is there reminding you everything you had lost, and some damage is waiting for time pass to heal the wounds. 

It's unbelievable the damage you can do just having good intentions. Because you think, we think that if our intentions are good, so is our actions, but we have no freaking idea how wrong we are on that. Damage is good time to time, it make us realize who is worth it and who isn't, it makes you stronger, but when damage is too deep, when hurts so much, sometimes damage is just intolerable

Friday, June 3, 2011

We need to break routine.


We have such a long way to go. So many streets to cross, so many mountains to climb, so many path we have to take, and still we are living our normal life waiting change, waiting for something big happen to us. I mean what the hell are we doing? Do we actually waiting for our lives to take course? So many roads out there waiting for someone to walk them, and yet here we are, saying that we want different things, that we want to discover the world, so how we pretend to do this? How we pretend to follow our dreams and we are stuck here living our boring life.


And we look and say my life is not that bad, and it isn't. But don't you ever ask what's out there? the things we might accomplish if we stop being the person we are and become the one we are meant to be. I don't know my path in life, I am still discovering, we all are. But wouldn't be nice for once, broke these routine and go different places, meet new people and just expand our knowledge. We said we want to stop routine and discover our road, our destination, but what are we actually doing something to discover them or we just sitting waiting for happiness to knock in the door?

 

 


  

Just listen.

Does it matter what we think? Do people actually pay attention to us? I think they don't. What everyone wants is a person who can listen and understand, but just a few take the energy to actually be that person they want other to be. We can't pretend to ask other to be the perfect person for us when we aren't like that to them. Everyone wants someone to listen but not one wants to be the one who listen, so what is left? because we need both, people who listen to us and we need to be someone who idisposed to be what we want from others. 


Don't pretend to be perfect when you are not. Learn, be the change you want to
see. Because when we ask if what we say matters is because we are not sure that
people want to listen, and yes it does matter, for many people don't but 
for the ones who actually care about you, it does.


Don't think or judge, just listen.

Sunday, May 15, 2011

Find Love.

Maybe I don't understand the feeling of a broken heart. People go saying they love someone yelling to the world what they feel, and then things go wrong. So what could I say to make this people feel better, I don't have any medicine or magic words to make them feel better. We are looking for love, someone we can love us as much as we love them. So we ask if that kind of person is out there for us?  if we do we do find it , Does that avoid the pain, disappointment.... and the most important question.. Does it last? 

Questions, that's all we have, but to actually have concrete and get the right answers we have to live, because nothing can replace experience. 

Saturday, May 14, 2011

Do you ever wonder?

Do you ever wonder when is the precisely moment, the exactly time when someone stop believing in you? When someone doesn’t care about you….because I have. I think about it all the time.  I think about it every day. Does it matter? Maybe it doesn’t, but I cannot stop asking myself when someone you love stop thinking about you, and begin to forget you.  Is that they lie so well and pretend they don’t care because, damn is a pretty good acting. We care, we try, we fail, and so what’s left? Disappointments and sadness and...... lot more things. 

Friday, May 6, 2011

Love.


Love is change. Love changes us in all sorts of different ways. Why would we want it to change someone we love? Love has this thing that I cannot explain, this something that makes people look brighter, happier and smile more. Every love is total different and some ways are the same, when you love, things don’t matter, because you have important task to do and is to keep that person happy. I think no everyone understands what love really means or maybe they do and they are just stupid enough to ruin it. There are the people who won’t say I LOVE YOU because that are afraid that it won’t last, some cheat because they have no courage enough to say what they feel and try to fix what is broke, the ones that say I LOVE YOU when they don’t mean it and are the ones that I hate the most, the ones that try to change the one they say they love, but for me that is not love, because if you do love someone you wouldn’t change them.

I don’t mean that if someone is a bad person you won’t try to change it to be better person,  because you love them this way. What I actually mean is that the little things that annoy you from others and you find this person who does the same but in some weird way you find it adorable, that right there is when I mean you wouldn’t change that person.

Wednesday, May 4, 2011

Lies.

I saw a tweet today that said: The hardest part when someone lies to you is to know that you didn’t worth the truth.

I do not agree with this. I think we lie for many reasons, some reason might look good, we lie because we don’t want that person to know the true, sometimes we lie because we have no choice, and sometimes we just lie because we can. I think lies are very difficult matter to understand, because we might lie to protect someone, ….yeah I know what you are thinking, that might sound stupid but there are cases when we are not the  ones to suppose to tell the truth, so we lie. I personality feel that what it hurts the most when someone tell you a lie is not that we are not worth it, I think that is crap that people made up. I think that what really hurts us, is the fact that that person didn’t trust us enough to tell the truth.

I also think we are hypocrites when it comes to lies. I mean everyone lies, everyone. So we go in the world saying that what we hate the most is someone that lies to us, but do we ever think about the fact that we lie for no reasons sometimes? Do we ever think that the lies we told can also hurt someone? I think we don’t. So next time we judge someone for telling lies to us, check yourself if you are as honest as you pretend you are.

Monday, May 2, 2011

Do we know?

Do we really know what are we doing? We go in life like we know what we are doing like we understand everything  feeling badass. But the truth is that we have no idea the thing we do, or why we do it. We go on life having no idea of the consequences that might have in our future. I mean no one knows how to live the perfect life, we are all learning how to do it. The only thing we know is survive, live, fight for what we want and be grateful for what we have.

What we do is what define us. 

Sunday, May 1, 2011

Last Sacrifice Quotes.

What was love, really? Flowers, chocolate, and poetry? Or was it something else? Was it being able to finish someone's jokes? Was it having absolute faith that someone was there at your back? Was it knowing someone so well that they instantly understood why you did the things you did—and shared those same beliefs?" 
 Richelle Mead (Last Sacrifice)



I loved you!" he yelled. He jumped up out of his chair so quickly I never saw it coming. "I loved you, and you destroyed me. You took my heart and ripped it up."
— Richelle Mead (Last Sacrifice)



I bet you never thought the hardest part of finding your ‘saviorʹ would be getting her mom to let her stay out past curfew."
— Richelle Mead (Last Sacrifice)



"You said you were a victim. That's why...that's why ultimately, you and I aren't matched for each other. In spite of everything that's happened, I've never though of myself that way. Being a victim means you're powerless. That you won't take action. Always...always I've done something to fight for myself...for others. No matter what."
— Richelle Mead (Last Sacrifice)



That's a dangerous look," said Dimitri, giving me a brief glance before returning his eyes to the road.
"What look?" I asked innocently.
"The one that says you just got some idea."
"I didn't just get an idea. I got a great idea."
— Richelle Mead (Last Sacrifice)



"You have an interesting set of morals," he observed. "Breaking out of jail is okay. But steal a car, and you sound totally outraged."
— Richelle Mead (Last Sacrifice)



"My death will not be penciled on someone's calendar."
— Richelle Mead (Last Sacrifice)



What?" I asked uneasily. "Why are you looking at me like that?"

He shook his head, the smile rueful now. "Because sometimes, a person can get so caught up in the details that they miss the whole. It's not just the dress or the hair. It's you. You're beautiful. So beautiful, it hurts me."
— Richelle Mead (Last Sacrifice)



"Ah, my daughter,ʺ he said. ʺEighteen, and already youʹve been accused of murder, aided felons, and acquired a death count higher than most guardians will ever see.ʺ He paused. ʺI couldnʹt be prouder."
— Richelle Mead (Last Sacrifice)

Character of the week: George Orwell.

For a creative writer possession of the “truth” is less important than emotional sincerity.
In a time of universal deceit – telling the truth is a revolutionary act.
Man is the only creature that consumes without producing. He does not give milk, he does not lay eggs, he is too weak to pull the plough, he cannot run fast enough to catch rabbits. Yet he is lord of all the animals.
All the war-propaganda, all the screaming and lies and hatred, comes invariably from people who are not fighting.
Who controls the past controls the future. Who controls the present controls the past.
The essence of being human is that one does not seek perfection.
The best books… are those that tell you what you know already, but you forgot.
Freedom is the right to tell people what they do not want to hear.
Whoever is winning at the moment will always seem to be invincible.
People can foresee the future only when it coincides with their own wishes, and the most grossly obvious facts can be ignored when they are unwelcome.

Why we care what people say or think about us?

It is so bad to do things we want it to? Maybe this is my way of be. I don't know why it matters so much what people think about us. Why it's so important what others think and say about us. We would be lot happier if we didn't pay attention to what they say. It hurts when you respect someone so much and when that person tells you  what they think about you, it can make you so vulnerable. This is the power of words. It can make you feel.... I don't know just bad, because at the end of the day what makes us feel bad is not what people say, is who says it.


You give them the power to hurt you. Maybe if we were, at least if I was one of that kind of person who don't care what others say, my life would be much easier. 

Saturday, April 30, 2011

Connection.

What we crave most in this world is connection.

You know we all say we are looking for love, first sight love, strong love, crazy love, but love. But I disagree with this, I think that what are we looking is deeper than just love. Love is never enough, we should know better. Sometimes you can love someone and still do not have a connection with them, I mean that person can’t response to your love, or in the case they do, that  doesn’t mean there is a connection. So, what I am trying to say, to whomever is reading this, is that, what we are looking is connection, find someone we feel synchronize to. When we find connection is amazing, because is like you have it or you don’t, you learn to love someone, you might like them someday if you don’t like them today. But connection it’s all new difference thing. For me is even hard to describe what connection really is, because when you have that, you do not need too much.


I think you can find love, sooner or later. Love is not that hard to find. But find someone who understands you, someone who you can share your thoughts, secrets……. what I want to say is that find someone who GEST YOU. That is the word I was looking for. But if you are one of the lucky ones, well that’s wonderful, because connection is what matter the most.

Wednesday, April 27, 2011

I was Born this way.

Today I saw the new episode of Glee and make me think how many people are not comfortable with themselves so I felt inspired to write this post. 



Look in the mirror look at you. See that person who is inside that body and behind that face. There are this days when we feel down and insecure and we do all this things we don’t want to do just to make us feel pretty or better to someone else eyes, which it is so sad, we should accept our selves just how we are, but is not as easy as say it, I know the truth, I struggle with the same as many people around the world. The saddest part is that we are not as afraid what people might look in us as what we might look in our selves. We were born this way, sometimes we don’t choose who we want to be, is just a natural response from the body. We feel so insecure about everything sometimes, that even the smallest thing we do, we think people might judge us and talk bad about us, but is just when we are not happy with who we are, people notice and see we are not comfortable.

At the end of the day we have our selves to blame, I know they are people who make us feel that way but today let’s make the choice to not let this people define us. So today we accept the things that make us special; with proud, feeling secure and most of all happy. The work is hard but there is nothing better that feeling damn good about yourself. 

Saturday, April 23, 2011

At the end of the day; You can tell me.

I wrote this post because I hear a beautiful song and it made me feel inspired. So I hope that anyone who read it find something that is worth it to read.


Know that every single day when you are feeling alone, when you feel you are falling apart, when nothing makes sense anymore I will be there for you. You can tell me your problems, at the end of the day you can tell me how are you feeling because I’ll be there to help and support you. I know you have been through a lot and you think no one understand, I’ve been there and no one think is fair. But know that when you need me I’ll be there at the end of the day you can tell me.


We all struggle with something new every day and I want to be with you to make it better. Know that you can trust me. You can tell me and I won’t judge you because I love you, even if I want it to I couldn’t. So please just please remember that I’ll be there when you need to share your happiness and sadness, just because at the end of the day You can tell me :)